A situation in which you did something but you couldn't explain to yourself why
Lots of times, usually when I end up wasting time due to procrastinating, coz who the fuck knows why lol.
Also with one of my old group of friends, something happened and I just cut off contact although I probably shouldn't have. It was like 2 years before we finally talked again, I was just overwhelmed and tired of a lot of stuff simultaneously and just needed a break maybe, although it wasn't fair on them. It was my fault but yeah.