Sunny Summer is my jam; it gives me positive vibes, I love summer, I love sunny days, I love GFRIEND - What is there not to like?! But I do understand that we all have our preferences (And thank you for making me laugh by bringing up Sunny Summer. I needed that.)
But maybe I'm overthinking it. I just have a feeling that someone will be thinking in their head if I post in the future, "Oh, there goes that person that was a former anti and talked about growing from it but what they did was still horrible!" and I just keep thinking of all kinds of nonsense scenarios of people being disappointed in me but this is a place for mature discussions, I keep forgetting that due to the SNS site that I was on because there was a lack of that and it's just constant arguments, fanwars, fighting fire with fire, etc.
I wanted to reveal who that K-POP artist was but I have a feeling that if people found out, there definitely would be negative judgment and backlash because that artist has gone through their own hard times and they have a huge fandom, almost everyone loves their songs but they've been judged harshly: One of those times was before I became negative toward them, I was a former fan of the group and everyone in the group, and I never judged them for that situation but there was a second situation that occurred with them which changed my entire perception of them and made me have ill feelings because of the things I read, heard and believed in... and the rest is history, which I explained above but I do regret it and although I still have my opinions about the situation that occurred, which they unfairly shouldered a lot of the blame for because people pointed fingers at them (And I didn't help because I mainly blamed them too, that's what I meant when I said that I would be part of the group to blame if something ever happens to that artist) However, I realized that I needed to let that anger toward them go, that I didn't have all of the facts of the situation despite having my own theories and beliefs but despite how I was, I really want that artist to get through their hard times because I know they still go through them, I want them to live their life as happily and contented as they have been these days, I hope they continue to have all the success and love that they get because they do deserve it and I feel bad for judging them as harshly as I did. I feel bad for being part of the group that should have understood them instead of blaming them. I will always feel bad for my behavior toward them so I just genuinely hope that they stay healthy, happy, and continue making their fans happy.