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At first I wasn’t really worried about the coronavirus but I just realized that it affects people with heart disease. I don’t know if that also implies Congenital Heart Defect since it’s counted as an underlying health issue and I’m starting to get really worried
 
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At first I wasn’t really worried about the coronavirus but I just realized that it affects people with heart disease. I don’t know if that also implies Congenital Heart Defect since it’s counted as an underlying health issue and I’m starting to get really worried
Stay safe. My kidneys are horrible, and I've heard it affects people with kidney issues as well. ❤
 
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At first I wasn’t really worried about the coronavirus but I just realized that it affects people with heart disease. I don’t know if that also implies Congenital Heart Defect since it’s counted as an underlying health issue and I’m starting to get really worried
Stay safe. My kidneys are horrible, and I've heard it affects people with kidney issues as well. ❤
take care guys <3
 

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I feel like the darkness in my poems is a reflection of me in another life.
That and the doctor said I have to see a therapist forever as well as take medication forever.
Well that sucks ;____;
 
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I feel like the darkness in my poems is a reflection of me in another life.
That and the doctor said I have to see a therapist forever as well as take medication forever.
Well that sucks ;____;
that's very interesting actually :0
eh... that's kinda odd that he said that, things can change and people can get better, you never really know..........
 

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that's very interesting actually :0
eh... that's kinda odd that he said that, things can change and people can get better, you never really know..........
It's a she doctor and she knows the medication I am taking isn't really making a big difference.
but I am stable to a degree. She has seen me at my worst. aka voices getting aggressive and telling me to murder/hurt people.
so that is why she labelled it as forever. : /

Plus I've tried taking my own life multiple times throughout those stages too. : /
 
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It's a she doctor and she knows the medication I am taking isn't really making a big difference.
but I am stable to a degree. She has seen me at my worst. aka voices getting aggressive and telling me to murder/hurt people.
so that is why she labelled it as forever. : /

Plus I've tried taking my own life multiple times throughout those stages too. : /
Oh sorry. Idk I still wouldn't say that but ofc I'm no doctor or anything like it.... I hope she is wrong and that you'll get better...
 

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Oh sorry. Idk I still wouldn't say that but ofc I'm no doctor or anything like it.... I hope she is wrong and that you'll get better...
I can agree with her saying forever, even though I don't like it. Feels like just an extra weight on my mind.
But I've been so bad over the past 10 years and such, that it doesn't really feel like a death sentence to me anymore.
Just feels like a normality to me to take pills and see specialists.
 

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Sometimes I think a cycle is a toxic thing to me. Breaking a 7 year friendship with two leaves me confused and the damage they left with their comments makes me sometimes believe it's true. I don't mind being quarantined but I feel like I'm caged with my thoughts and they're grim and dark with an urge of making myself feel something. Through any means.

What is the purpose to exist when you don't want to exist? What is the purpose when I honestly feel I was just born because of someone's hormones. I feel ending that friendship that prodded my insecurities were the same questions I had about myself and the same critiques. I don't understand why I'm here. I'm very forgettable if I continued to be the last option to a friendship that long. It wasn't good for me but most don't find me worthy of anything except a body count.

Whoo Boy. I'm sorry this was so negative. I think quartine makes me dark and it helps ranting. Even if it can't be fixed in a day for me. Or a month..or a year.
 

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No life outside of these walls anymore due to Corona.
I never had a life anyways, so there ya go.

I just wish people weren't so negative and the media wasn't.
It really impacts my mental health with their attitudes.
 

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No life outside of these walls anymore due to Corona.
I never had a life anyways, so there ya go.

I just wish people weren't so negative and the media wasn't.
It really impacts my mental health with their attitudes.
I hope you feel better :c Honestly I believe everyone will get through with it. The isolation can be fun. Kind of. What do you like to really do that makes everything exciting?
 

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I hope you feel better :c Honestly I believe everyone will get through with it. The isolation can be fun. Kind of. What do you like to really do that makes everything exciting?
Not much. I haven't had fun in anything for a while now.
 

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Not much. I haven't had fun in anything for a while now.
Honestly very relatable. Anything that makes you feel very calm with everything going on? I have built 2 1,000 piece puzzles. Kind of boring but it's pretty fun to try something old timey.
 

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