Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (6 Viewers)

[gongchan]

Have you seeked professional help?
Living like this for two years is not healthy

Don't keep your feeling bottled up.

No, I haven't. This all started after someone close to me died and then it just progressively got worse and now all got worse again. My current situation with my parents isn't really a place where I can ask about help. To be quite honest I don't want to. I don't want to do anything. There isn't anything they can say or do to me that will make this all stop hurting. I just want my best friend back. I want to leave. :/

 

[kuro]

No, I haven't. This all started after someone close to me died and then it just progressively got worse and now all got worse again. My current situation with my parents isn't really a place where I can ask about help. To be quite honest I don't want to. I don't want to do anything. There isn't anything they can say or do to me that will make this all stop hurting. I just want my best friend back. I want to leave. :/

Oh I'm so sorry.
Losing someone honestly is one of the worst experiences ever. Believe me, I know.

Sometimes it feels like you want to give up, run away, leave this world entirely, but you'll remember you have something to fight for. Someone. You have all of us here at KPS. People you are friends with IRL? Siblings? Family? Even if you feel your situation with your parents is bad (and I don't know anything, so who am I to judge?) try to talk with them.

Pain can sometimes just be your state of mind. Find your peace, and you'll feel much happier, like a burden has been lifted from you. I found all of this out a year ago, and I couldn't be happier now.

I believe in you.
Fighting~

(always here if you want to talk, just PM me)

 

[gongchan]

Oh I'm so sorry.
Losing someone honestly is one of the worst experiences ever. Believe me, I know.

Sometimes it feels like you want to give up, run away, leave this world entirely, but you'll remember you have something to fight for. Someone. You have all of us here at KPS. People you are friends with IRL? Siblings? Family? Even if you feel your situation with your parents is bad (and I don't know anything, so who am I to judge?) try to talk with them.

Pain can sometimes just be your state of mind. Find your peace, and you'll feel much happier, like a burden has been lifted from you. I found all of this out a year ago, and I couldn't be happier now.

I believe in you.
Fighting~

(always here if you want to talk, just PM me)

I've been able to stay around and not give up this whole time because of my best friend Tyler (you might know him, mylovelyone was his UN). Now that hes passed away I just feel more broken than I've ever been.

I can try and live for the people here now though...since I don't really have anyone irl anymore. I'll try and find peace

Thank you

 

[kuro]

I've been able to stay around and not give up this whole time because of my best friend Tyler (you might know him, mylovelyone was his UN). Now that hes passed away I just feel more broken than I've ever been.

I can try and live for the people here now though...since I don't really have anyone irl anymore. I'll try and find peace

Thank you

Oh no, I'm so sorry.
There was that thread about him....oh I never connected the dots. I'm so sorry.

I'm pretty sure that's what he'd want for you


please don't do anything drastic.
we all love you and support you

 

[kodoku]

I just really don't want to be in this world anymore...I get that it could change but its been almost 2 years of my life like this. I just can't take it anymore

I understand. I know that feeling so well, it was with more for most of my life and still visits me, but please don't let go. There's so much you can do and I know there's no will because you're hurt and exhausted, but please believe me.. if you're able to get yourself to feel better, your will will return as well and you deserve to feel better, you deserve to live. I've been to hell and back, I was done, just dead.. I had no hope, no interest for years and years and yet so much has changed and I promise you.. yeah, some scars never really heal, but many hopes do blossom if you just stay and at least wait, even if you're suffering. You seem like a lovely person, I truly wish you all the best and again, I'm always here for you <3

 

[ripiasuju]

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How can I live without you, I dont know.

 

[ignore]

honestly the thing i hate about these thoughts the most
is that i know that they're good to have
that i know what to do really
why don't i
because i'm a lazy piece of shit who's attached to my stupid life
and i know i shouldn't put myself into a box
i know my language is detrimental
that i cause symptoms myself
it's frustrating

 

[emptycup]

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I feel like i'm on the verge of a breakdown.
I kept dissociating all day...
I feel like i'm dying but I know it's just a panic attack incoming.
Ugh

 

[kodoku]

honestly the thing i hate about these thoughts the most
is that i know that they're good to have
that i know what to do really
why don't i
because i'm a lazy piece of shit who's attached to my stupid life
and i know i shouldn't put myself into a box
i know my language is detrimental
that i cause symptoms myself
it's frustrating

you can change your so-called "automatic" thoughts, add some positive affirmations to your day, start a diary maybe.. after a while it becomes a habit and change happens, good luck <3

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I feel like i'm on the verge of a breakdown.
I kept dissociating all day...
I feel like i'm dying but I know it's just a panic attack incoming.
Ugh

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awh I'm sorry, know you can talk to me when things get tough.. I hope you feel okay soon <3

 

[gongchan]

My best friend is moving across the country where I will never see her again. She was the last person I had irl for the most part, even though I couldn’t ever go to her for things because of her stupid fucking mother. Now she’s being forced to leave completely. Just last year the other person I considered my best friend had to move very far away as well. The world must hate me. Nothing can ever be well for me. Why me.

 

[kodoku]

My best friend is moving across the country where I will never see her again. She was the last person I had irl for the most part, even though I couldn’t ever go to her for things because of her stupid fucking mother. Now she’s being forced to leave completely. Just last year the other person I considered my best friend had to move very far away as well. The world must hate me. Nothing can ever be well for me. Why me.

I'm really sorry :( maybe you can still stay friends though, there are ways to stay in touch. I know it's hard and not the same.. but please stay strong ♡♡♡

 

[gongchan]

I'm really sorry :( maybe you can still stay friends though, there are ways to stay in touch. I know it's hard and not the same.. but please stay strong ♡♡♡

I just don't know why all of this is happening to me :c It will be hard to stay in touch because she doesn't have a phone that works anymore... I guess I just don't have the time or energy to try anymore when my efforts to stay in touch never work.

 

[kodoku]

I just don't know why all of this is happening to me :c It will be hard to stay in touch because she doesn't have a phone that works anymore... I guess I just don't have the time or energy to try anymore when my efforts to stay in touch never work.

What about a computer? Maybe she can go to an internet cafe or something. Life can be cruel but you can get through this, I promise you ♡♡♡

 

[gongchan]

What about a computer? Maybe she can go to an internet cafe or something. Life can be cruel but you can get through this, I promise you ♡♡♡

We have tried talking on a computer but its really hard considering her mother never lets her out of the house.

Thank you...I'm really trying to

 

[Wingfrost]

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I really feel like I’m not even living anymore, I’m just getting chores done, helping my mom and then constantly hiding in my room. I hate going anywhere because I get so overwhelmed and anxious around people. I’m so tired, yet I do barely anything everyday. I feel like I’m just done trying.

 

[kodoku]

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I really feel like I’m not even living anymore, I’m just getting chores done, helping my mom and then constantly hiding in my room. I hate going anywhere because I get so overwhelmed and anxious around people. I’m so tired, yet I do barely anything everyday. I feel like I’m just done trying.

That's so relatable.. I think the best thing to make you feel alive again is to do something new, fresh, different..... go on a trip, call a good old friend, even changing your hair or room could help.. :)

 

[gongchan]

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I've tried these past week or so...I've really tried. Everything is too much for me to handle anymore. I've talked with people, I've tried to find peace. I'm just so tired and worn out.

 

[kodoku]

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I've tried these past week or so...I've really tried. Everything is too much for me to handle anymore. I've talked with people, I've tried to find peace. I'm just so tired and worn out.

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I am sorry :( I know it's so hard, so give yourself as much time as you need to. You don't have to try too hard, sometimes all you can do is just survive and that's okay. I'm here for you, you will get through this <3

 

[Koala]

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Trying to cut away from people because I feel no matter how many times I told you what happened to me and that I’ll become stronger. I just still truly want to die. :/ I hate April. Even though my abuser is gone. I feel like he’s still going to come into my room and take me again...
I don’t know what’s the purpose of living if I can’t ever escape what he did to me for years.
I’m terrified of people. I’ll be alone

 

[kodoku]

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Trying to cut away from people because I feel no matter how many times I told you what happened to me and that I’ll become stronger. I just still truly want to die. :/ I hate April. Even though my abuser is gone. I feel like he’s still going to come into my room and take me again...
I don’t know what’s the purpose of living if I can’t ever escape what he did to me for years.
I’m terrified of people. I’ll be alone

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oh no I'm so sorry, that sound so awful TT I hope this person who hurt you payed for their actions.. I'm here if you want to talk... <3