I never in my life would’ve thought that being on a forum and then leaving it would’ve been so mentally draining. I even woke up super anxious today and eventually had a panic attack and then a crying spell. I couldn’t explain why I was even crying to munch mom. Well, the forum isn’t the only reason why, but still. I just needed to finally get away from toxicity and everything else that came from there. It’s not worth it anymore. This leads me to my next point, I need to be online a lot less. Everyday I’m always bored from the time I wake up until I fall asleep. Being online is the thing that gives me something to do. School doesn’t start for me until next month and I still don’t know which degree path to follow. I feel like there is so much I should be doing, but everything just seems boring to me. I know this is stupid to get worked up over, but I really needed to get it off my chest.