I'm truly unhappy, this fact is difficult for me to really face and accept. I guess I figured early on that a personality like mine isn't made or meant to be happy. Despite this, I would've laughed years ago if you told me I would end up unhappy to this extent. How much nicer it would've been if a person like me didn't come to exist.
Me: *Unsure how to put a lifetime of thoughts in a few words but try to imply or outright say I often wish I didn't exist and other dark thoughts*
Them: You have no reason! Well, you smile! Everyone has different definitions of happiness! Try harder!
Me: I went and shared a vulnerable side of myself for this
I wonder what that timid, headstrong and dreamy child I was back then would say to me now. While I was frustrated and gloomy, I didn't realize these eyes on me, eyes I love and trust, that say they are inspired to embrace themselves because of small me, who only simply refuses to change for anyone while simultaneously being unable to meet myself with a smile.
2 years. A tragic passing, but your existence was special and impactful.
Thank you for using your voice in life to reach out, share your talents and comfort others. You were empathetic, sincere, thoughtful, talented, humorous, artistic and lovely. You were a good person. You're a source of thought, comfort and inspiration in my life. You'll never be forgotten. You did well. ♡